Frequently, people ask me if I am dis-abled because of the multiple breast cancer surgeries. I am far from dis-abled ... I am God-abled! That's right. I am God-abled.
No matter what life throws me, I get through it. Yes, I've had to adjust my lifestyle. Since I no longer can lift beyond 5 pounds, I have learned to improvise. God always seems to be right there, tutoring me along the way, and showing me new ways to get things done. There's no time for tears or feeling sorry for myself because there is always a soltion.
Initially, I felt overwhelmed with making life adjustments. So, I wrote down a list of things I need help with, i.e. taking out the garbage, getting cases of water, mopping the floor. There was a solution to each task. At the grocery store, for example, the service clerks lift cases of water for me and place them in my car. When I get home, I bring the cases of water in the house four bottles at a time.
My faith is an eternal light that burns in my heart, and I know that whatever I need is a prayer away. I will always remember earlier this year when I had my first post-op appointment with my physical therapist / chiropractor in San Francisco. I enjoyed the relaxing ferry ride, but soon after landing in the City, I felt weak and nauseous and I almost collapsed in the street. While I clung to a lamp post, I prayed to God for help. Within a couple of minutes, a young man came to my rescue, and he escorted me to my medical appointment. From that day forward, I knew that all would be fine.
I've had to adjust my attitude to become much like an Olympian. The Golden Torch of God's Inner Light is the source that keeps me going forward. It illumines my darker days, and keeps me focused on the blessings in my life.
Much like an olympic athlete trains for a golden medal, I also have been on a rigorous training schedle. My gold medal is the reward of overcoming the disease and accepting life without boobs. I am the same person as before but with a few minor physical alterations.
Life has become quite an adventure. I am unable to participate in certain sports, such as water skiing, but God has shown me new opportunities.
Yes, I am definitely God-abled, and with this attitude, I can accomplish ANYTHING!
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